Thursday, August 6, 2009

Tomorrow...

Dear Sweet, Sweet, Nicholas,

Nine months.

Wow.

You have been gone from us just as long as you were with us. That is truly a frightening thought.

I want you to know how much I cherished our time together. Every bump in the night, every kick to get my attention, every hiccup.

I can still smell your soft, fresh skin. I can still see your beautiful red hair so vividly in my mind.

We love you so much buddy. I hope you can still feel it...

xo

18 comments:

Tina said...

He feels it...Thinking of you during this difficult day.
xx,
Tina

Monique said...

Missing Nicholas with you, Lea.

Courtney said...

Thinking of you and sweet Nicholas today.

Carly K. said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Mary said...

Missing your angel, Nicholas too. I wish he were here on Earth with you.

My Very Own Angel said...

Keeping you in my throughts and prayers, I miss Nicholas too

Shanti Mama said...

Hugs, Lea.

Fireflyforever said...

For Nicholas ... and for you, Lea. I know 9 months was a toughie for me. I hope the day is gentle on you all.

Nan and Mike said...

Thinking of you and I'm right about on the same day as you, my 5 month is today. Wish I could give you a big hug. xo Nan

Kyles said...

Sending you big hug Lea and thinking of you this weekend.

lost--for--words said...

Lots and lots of hugs and thoughts of strength coming your way... All these "milestones" are so difficult. I struggle ever month with the day of her birth, day of her death, and day she was buried... I'll be thinking about you and Nicholas ((hugs))

Paige said...

Thinking of you and sending love and big hugs. Remembering Nicholas always. xo

Mackenzie's Mommy said...

Thinking of you and missing Nicholas with you

xo

Mirne said...

Thinking of you Lea. ((hugs))

Ter said...

Hi, I'm here from Emalee's blog. I'm an angel mom too. I see you are also a fellow Canadian.

Yaya said...

(((Hugs)))

Holly said...

I don't know how I missed this post. :( I hope the day was easy on your heart.

Jennifer said...

I know these days are hard. I have been praying for you as you miss and love your little guy.

I love looking at the pictures of your sweet Nicholas. Boy-o-boy he is cute! I can hardly believe how much he looks like his brothers! You have such an awesome family!

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