Nicholas' Touch: 5 Months Today

NICHOLAS WARREN REEVES

OUR SWEET ANGEL BABY

NOVEMBER 7, 2008

Dear Mommy and Daddy,

Before we said our first hello,

The time had already passed.

For when you held me in your arms,

I had gone to heaven to rest.

I felt angelic tears down my cheeks,

And I watched you as you wept.

I wish I could have changed it all,

Your tears touched my soul so deep

But mommy & daddy when you are sad,

Please be assured I know.

For death cannot take away your love,

It will only continue to grow.

When you are feeling far away,

And missing me so much.

Close your eyes and feel my wings,

Their soft and gentle touch.

Or at night as you sleep,

I will join you in a dream.

You will see me standing close to you.

And we’ll be lost within my wings.

So my dear mommy and daddy,

As you go from day to day,

Find comfort in the knowledge,

I am never that far away.

Angel Whispers

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

5 Months Today

I'm not able to write much today.... I am a complete disaster... ahhhh.... Why are these "anniversary" dates so much harder?

Nicholas, my sweet, sweet Angel. We miss you so, so much. Please help mommy and daddy get through today...

8 comments:

Shanti Mama said...: (((hugs)). I'm with you. Tomorrow is our's.; April 7, 2009 at 9:42 AM
still life angie said...: thinking of you today, lea. sending much love as you get through today. i'll be thinking of nicholas today too. abrazos y besos, angie; April 7, 2009 at 9:48 AM
Julie said...: Anniversaries stink. They should all be banned. But they are so important. They validate that they were here. That stinks too.
I read on someone else blog that "every day brings me one day closer to being with my baby again".
Take extra care of each other today.; April 7, 2009 at 11:16 AM
Anonymous said...: My day is coming soon! I am sorry yours is here. I love the thought Julie posted up there about everyday bringing you closer to your baby. I think that is true and still hard at the same time. hang in there you are in my thoughts today.; April 7, 2009 at 11:50 AM
Heather said...: Heart breaking photo. May you find a shred of peace in this wretched day!; April 7, 2009 at 1:40 PM
Carly said...: Lea,

Thinking of you and your family today.; April 7, 2009 at 5:47 PM
Amy said...: Five months, then six, then seven....

So unfair and heartbreaking, I know. Cry for your baby boy. Remember him, love him, then one day you can smile for him too.

I'm so sorry your Nicholas is not growing up with his brothers.; April 7, 2009 at 7:01 PM
Anna said...: ((hugs)) I wish he was here in your arms. **sigh** the anniversaries are so hard.

Thinking of you.

Love,
Anna; April 7, 2009 at 7:32 PM