Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Always

Just a little note to say goodnight, sweet Angel. Mommy loves you and misses you with every ounce of my being.

I held "you" (your urn) in my hands today. I kissed you. I dreamed of you. I prayed for you.

I haven't done that very often.... holding your urn, but today, I had this overwhelming urge to hold you close... physically.

You are never far from my thoughts, baby boy.

Always kissing you goodnight.

xx

8 comments:

Jill said...

So, so sweet! Happy you held Nicholas today. xoxo

Jess said...

Thinking of Nicholas with you as I read this tonight!

croleyc69 said...

{{HUGS}}
Caroline

Nan & Mike said...

(((HUGS)))

Cristin said...

you are in my heart tonight my friend.

k@lakly said...

Tthinking of you and Nicholas. I often look at Caleb's urn but I rarely touch it unless the dust is just too much to ignore. Holding it is just too hard. Way too hard.
I am glad that for you it brings comfort.
xxoo

michelle said...

Everyweek I pick Seths' urn up clean him off and give him a hug and a kiss before putting him back up. For just a minute I feel that much closer to him. hugs to you

Karen said...

Remembering Nicholas with you. Glad you shared this because I often touch or hold the container with George's ashes, wishing it was his beautiful little self and not his remains. xo

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