tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post4683638558898019275..comments2023-09-08T04:07:42.135-04:00Comments on Nicholas' Touch: Overwhelmed and OverjoyedLeahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05569964047627902570noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-42414677397776169672010-02-13T13:46:00.213-05:002010-02-13T13:46:00.213-05:00Lea - have you considered writing a book about you...Lea - have you considered writing a book about your experience? You write so beautifully it often brings me to tears.beegees momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08961390926505504980noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-65905578141826199872010-02-11T12:18:25.383-05:002010-02-11T12:18:25.383-05:00Oh Lea, it must be truly over-whelming. Just too m...Oh Lea, it must be truly over-whelming. Just too much. I also find myself absolutely lost in those awful moments sometimes. <br />Remembering with you xCatherine Whttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01618295389400457254noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-65803521099200574952010-02-10T10:18:55.417-05:002010-02-10T10:18:55.417-05:00"And then there is the moment when he actuall..."And then there is the moment when he actually entered our world. That final push. The one when I knew it was all over. When he was physically gone from me forever. I'll never forget the wail. The primal groan that came from the inner parts of my soul. Nicholas slipped out of me and our world came to a screeching halt."<br /><br />Okay, I don't think that I took a breath while reading that part. That part of the post really sums it all up. That was the separation between our boys and us. It just tugs at my soul over and over again.Jennifer Rosshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14619769165667422761noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-43934118953346254402010-02-09T21:27:16.355-05:002010-02-09T21:27:16.355-05:00Aw, honey. I know I'm getting to this late, a...Aw, honey. I know I'm getting to this late, and I have no real words of wisdom to share - I just wanted to say that I'm thinking of you. Your words and feelings make so much sense, and I'm sorry for the moments of pain, despite the moments of joy. <br /><br />Thinking of you all.Bluebirdhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05026618678540051581noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-22360389139626820522010-02-06T19:19:45.820-05:002010-02-06T19:19:45.820-05:00I know it's hard not to feel confused and guil...I know it's hard not to feel confused and guilty because we have so much for which to be grateful, yet the pain and the flashbacks remain. If only we could feel one emotion at at time, then move onto another one. I have a hard time compartmentalizing feelings, memories. I wish we could feel elation and just that. I wish the sadness could morph into something more comforting. <br /><br />I'm thinking of you and wishing you peace.Mommy (You can call me OM)https://www.blogger.com/profile/07330090628350118582noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-71999190100706061192010-02-06T09:10:56.444-05:002010-02-06T09:10:56.444-05:00*hugs* Nicholas will never be forgotten.*hugs* Nicholas will never be forgotten.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-59316777278996473172010-02-05T20:24:15.695-05:002010-02-05T20:24:15.695-05:00You have a gorgeous family Lea, but that doesn'...You have a gorgeous family Lea, but that doesn't mean you can't mourn what you have lost. You are a mommy to 4 beautiful babies, no matter how many children you may have, that won't erase the pain you feel for Nicholas and him not being here. Your hapiness with Maddy is so very real, but so is your grief with Nicholas. Be easy on yourself hun. xoKristyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15134970929000997104noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-35317567066375375952010-02-05T02:29:05.466-05:002010-02-05T02:29:05.466-05:00I'm so sorry Lea. When I was 19 weeks pregnan...I'm so sorry Lea. When I was 19 weeks pregnant with Bailey I was told "your baby isn't viable". Those words haunt me all the time. Then having to make a decision that no parent should ever have to make. I feel so much for you. I'm expecting another little boy, so I'll most likely experience similar feelings as you. <br /><br />Madison is a beautiful blessing.<br /><br />Take care.<br />FionaFionahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17193223848445696410noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-12440059027416131292010-02-04T17:40:11.458-05:002010-02-04T17:40:11.458-05:00Lea, those flashbacks are the worst. I also get th...Lea, those flashbacks are the worst. I also get those along with the cold feeling down my spine, the racing of my heart, the cold sweats & etc. I just want to go back and have a happier outcome.Maryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16071927168876473000noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-22451477861320908742010-02-04T17:02:01.948-05:002010-02-04T17:02:01.948-05:00The moment is devastating when you learn your baby...The moment is devastating when you learn your baby will not live no matter what you do. It's so hard. (((hug)))Hollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15431384515813384025noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-63007746886691555912010-02-04T14:53:16.822-05:002010-02-04T14:53:16.822-05:00...Sigh, I am feeling so much today and understand......Sigh, I am feeling so much today and understand too well.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-42853939748151948662010-02-04T13:30:03.386-05:002010-02-04T13:30:03.386-05:00I often suffer too Lea, of the choices we had to m...I often suffer too Lea, of the choices we had to make in regarding Calvin's life and death, sometimes remembering those things is agonizing. I will always wonder if I did the right thing by my son. In the months following Calvin's death, there were moments where Georgia was in my arms and the love and pain were so intensely intertwined that I couldn't breathe. Maddy is such a precious gift, and if you catcha glimpse of Nicholas in her from time to time then it's a gift from both of your babies to you...Hugsmargarethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16494588299838654564noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-23131810442837219892010-02-04T11:48:20.728-05:002010-02-04T11:48:20.728-05:00Sending you so much love Lea and wishing you weren...Sending you so much love Lea and wishing you weren't going through this pain......Thttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04324947171918038530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-73026195686333107072010-02-04T03:52:30.253-05:002010-02-04T03:52:30.253-05:00Hi ,
I cannot beleive how paralell our lives are ...Hi , <br />I cannot beleive how paralell our lives are .When you tell your story , I feel like you are tell mine. I feel what you are saying to my very core and I so wish I could hug you. I too just had a baby girl on the 19th of November . After loosing Michael and to finally hold a precious baby again ..I understand the why your grief may seem to have intesified..I went through the very same thing. You are so special lea ,..and the love for all your children resonates in the beautiful words you write xxx love to youAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04774762039263696700noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-51696030947668475892010-02-03T22:53:19.835-05:002010-02-03T22:53:19.835-05:00Wow, Lea. I'm overwhelmed with you. Your words...Wow, Lea. I'm overwhelmed with you. Your words. I feel your sorrow, and know your love. You are always in my prayers. The many lives that Nicholas has touched. He has touched mine as I fondly gaze at Hannah's beautiful wings. We don't understand. We can't. But someday we will all be together.<br /><br />Madison is a beautiful little girl. I'm sure Nicholas whispered sweet words of love in her ear before he sent her to you.....Katy Larsenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14147665316890835738noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-30228608314537008412010-02-03T22:46:07.276-05:002010-02-03T22:46:07.276-05:00remembering the rain with you...remembering the rain with you...Bethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05007474885671559328noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-76818959949884839652010-02-03T22:16:41.322-05:002010-02-03T22:16:41.322-05:00I can so easily picture the moment my life came to...I can so easily picture the moment my life came to a screeching halt as well, the worst moment, the one I will remember forever. Hugs! Have you read - Loving and Letting go, by Deborah Davis? I really liked that one, they gave it to me at the hospital.Melissahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03960284624015467516noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-77549476648562032912010-02-03T21:00:08.244-05:002010-02-03T21:00:08.244-05:00That wail. I remember it well. Too well.
Thinking ...That wail. I remember it well. Too well.<br />Thinking of you, Lea.<br /><br />xoHope's Mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04984543289642681339noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6497597673130157461.post-23505393495091106752010-02-03T20:41:04.507-05:002010-02-03T20:41:04.507-05:00(((((hugs)))))(((((hugs)))))Shannonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03895587986129795555noreply@blogger.com